Home is where the heart wants to be.

I miss Indo. I'm wondering though if it's Indo I miss or the thrill of being away from everything I know. The past couple weeks it has been very difficult to keep the eye on the prize, for the first time in two years I don't really want to be back at Westmont. I want to gallavant and explore, not sit at a desk and learn how to teach. I'm between a rock and a hard place; to get to where I want to go I need to get my education... but at the same time I need to leave my education to go learn. The traveling and the classroom education are dependent on each other, I wish it was as easy as choosing one over the other but if it weren't, I wouldn't be needing this inner dialogue to figure it out.

I am where I am, and that's where I need to be and apply myself fully. I can make myself at home here for now...